Yep, i know this feeling... Actually there is another forum, that was always №1 for me. For the first few months i wanted to be there all the time, it was a real addiction! But now it's different, something has changed... it became too big and a lot of new people came. Now i don't really feel comfortable there...
BUT, now i found this forum, which is even better! it's much warmer here and the atmosphere is very friendly ^__^ So i'm happy!