I feel so depressed anymore. I don't always like to tell people this, especially considering that I hadn't done it in such a long time, but I used to self-mutilate myself. I was a cutter, but instead of razors or knives, I would allow my nails to grow out very long, and I would cut myself with them.
I started doing it my first year of college, which was 4 years ago, and it went on for 3 years. I finally put a stop to it last May, and I was doing a great job of not doing it again, when I did it today, at my job. I did it to my upper left arm. It makes me scared, because I thought I was finally through with hurting myself.
