I've had an epiphany and I'm now a "born-again" Christian!
I went to the Refuge Bus today (my crush, Josh, invited me. yay.) and I was there for about half an hour and the volenteers come out and they start saying that the "talk" starts in a few minutes.
I had no idea what the heck they were talking about
So, out of curiosity, I followed Josh onto the bus and they start handing out bibles! I was like, "...whaaa?"
So I'm sitting there, feeling a little ....awkward, holding this bible in my hands. But then we started reading and I just kept repeating in my head, "Wow. I really miss this." And then I just felt so . . .comfortable. It's hard to explain.
And now I just feel, oh I don't know, just, peacefull.
I haven't felt like that in awhile. I've always been so depressed and well . . .not sober
Well, I'm done with that! No drugs, no drinks! I've said that before, but I absolutely mean it this time! And I'm gonna be happier too! Ahh! I feel free!
Well, I'm still gonna grieve for my cat, Cinnamon, who's getting put down on Monday. But after that, I'm a changed person!
Whew, I'm gonna go wander around the house, being happy.
Ta-ta!