i have a genetic muscular-skeletal hereditary deformity....i thinks its called lari-well syndrome (i bet i spelt wrgly..) the skeletal of my arms and legs are shorter than most ppl, and i inherited this fr my dad (not that i'm happy about it...), juz unluckily, i have this deformity worse off than my dad, he looks stocky but i'm quite the improportion, my body seems taller than it needs to be compared to my legs or arms...& i'm the 1 to get this 25% chance of deformity yet my younger brother by 3 yrs is so much taller and normal.
to say the truth, i cant really tolerate ppl who are typically normal yet dont do the best they can in their lives...like my brother who is perfectly normal and juz what i wanted to be: normal, yet he wastes his life away with disreguard of my parents care for him, his disrespect for every1 but his school friends whom i saw as "not good" & his laziness in his studies.
i can really feel ppl stare at me and sometimes young children look for 3 seconds at me and chatter away to their parent/s...life is juz unfair....
i remembered once that in primary school, this deformity is not so prominant in me, so i look quite normal and in fact, i swim very well, at age 10, i achieved my gold qualification cert for swimming, i can run fast and maintain stamina in PE lessons and often came in 1st in a continuous race & i had time to turn back and look at others run towards me while fr my memories, the 2nd place was won by another girl who looked extremely pale and vomited and had to be sent to the sickbay later...then when i grew, the deformity became more prominant and i cant keep up to the pace because my legs are bowed & short, i need more strides to eqivilant juz 1 stride taken by my average classmate.
i tried to find a "cure" to this deformity but the only way is to operate on the bones of my arms and legs, breaking them and held apart, allowed to regenarate, then broken again and so on...this obviously needed much time to allow the healing and $ for hospital fees, + there is no confirmation that this "cure" can be successful as the bones can bow back...i was well ready to go, i dont really care about other factors really but my parents are the 1s who held me back in the end. even now, i wonder if i could really gain a better life if i had that option then, i could well have even the slightest chance what so ever to being normal...
