Goals. Oh yes.
* Get rid of 12 kilos.
I have been fightin with my weight all my life, but only lately I have really tried to get rid of some extra kilos. I almost achieved my goal, 58kg (I made it to 61kg) last spring. But then I got depressed and ended up back to weight I started with last year, 68-70kg. My eating customs are not too good, for dietin'. And I lately ended up getting sick.
* Get rid of anemia.
Yes, my desparate desire to lose weight ended up like this. I have always had my hemoglobine near 120 (120-150 are normal), but now it crashed rapidly into 105. Now I'm trying to eat greens and I'm forced to eat iron tablets - no effect yet.
* Get healty in common
Besided slight overweight, anemia I'm weak in common. I don't do sports or anything - and I have never done. And now it's getting pretty troublematic. I got really weak joint muscles: For example, If I walk for over 3 kilometers, my ankles are history, if I hold something heavy (like a kettle) with only one hand, my wrist is history.
I got really shocked when we met our new home class teacher for the first time, and she wanted to talk with me after everyone else were gone, first thing she asked me was "Are you sick? You sure look sick." And I was not, not at all. Teachers have been asking if I'm sick pretty often this year, even when they walk pass me at corridors. That makes me worried. And yes, now I have gotten pretty sick, but I don't seem always to notice it myself - until I'm going to pass out. I have always been stubborn when sick. If I happen to get fever, I don't say a thing about it to teacher or parents, I don't wanna bother them, and I don't wanna be weak. And yes, I feel kinda offended 'cause my parents don't really notice how my health is. But it may be 'cause they are usually workin' when I'm home (evenings and nights).
So, my main goal is to get healthy, but there's more.
I havent really made it with high school. So, last month, I desided to give up. I' studying "2 in 1" style; Vocational high school. If I quit high shool, I'm still in Business Institute. And I think that's fine with me, since I can do A grades if I want even if I don't keep going to high school.
So, since I give up it, I'm trying to do my best in Business Institute, And I'm gonna raise some already existing grades of mine (I have some troublesome courses, but mostly I have gotten good and excellent grades). I'm so not gonna give up with this one too! I'M NOT! ;>_<; I'm gonna finnish this school within next two years and get those papers!
And yes, I have some more, not so serious as the ones above:
* Get more experienced with my drawings and start my comic within 8 years (as webcomic, I think)
* Get to that school of comic drawing after I have finished studies in Business Institute.
* Win in a lottery (c'mon, who would not want big money? And we are so poor it makes me almost cry)
* Own house. I want a tiny tiny home of my own.
