ok this poem is based off a drawing found here
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/29578358/let me know what you think ^____^
"After the Rain"when the rain falls
I shelter my emotions underneath
not wanting, not hearing
the wispers of love's calls
sheltered by my unknowing
hiding who I am
sharing only what I allow
pulling fourth what i'm not
I reached for you
shining so bright within my heart
compassion overwhelming my soul
not wanting or letting us fall apart
the rain slowly stops
showing me a wonderful reality
visions of what is meant to be
playing before my mind
compressing my hatred and desire
now showing our emotionless vitality
feeling it slowly fade down my cheek
the cool feeling of the breeze
I now realize what its like to feel
wanting more and more
the consequences of my past life
begin to fall deeper and deeper
within those dark places
I no longer wish to reach for
glancing ahead to my future
watching you pull me through
my soul now shining bright
as I face my new life with you
wanting so much more
than what i've gained or lost
thinking of my past
and what my future would cost
I'm slowly crawling through
breaking the barrier of my sinful nature
holding my emotions high
I try to overcome this darkend fear
noticing what its like
feeling the mood of what i've come to know
lonelieness in all its spite
I notice the good and accepting
as I realize my path
much clearer than before
only after the rain falls