The guy I like is like that too, except I never told him. I never told anyone until I moved away from him and then I told my friends. To me, its as if they were expecting this to happen to me.
xP He doesn't have a girlfriend at the moment but he
is looking. I'll try to make this little rant short so I can give you guys thte lowdown on my situation...^^;
I call my best friend Maria who lives near my "crush" Robert (that's his name..) and we both decide to 3-way him. he answers and we all talk and talk. He then tells Maria he thinks her friend is hott who is also my friend Susanna. x.x; He starts saying how hott she is and for Maria to give herr his number.
I stayed quiet of course, I even believed deep inside my heart that I was in love with him. Maybe I was... Well, Maria said yeah, she'll give his number to Susanna and then Maria had to go so we said our goodbyes. I said bye quietly and just as I was about to hangup I hear Robert yell out an oddly enthusiastic goodbye. "Bye Lourie!" and that's that. Heh...it hurt me that they were having a conversation like that. >>;
On the next phone call though I called him myself. No Maria and no other friends, just me and him talking. He started insulting me and I insulted back...daily routine. I asked him why he was so mean and always had to innsult me after every sentence that left my mouth. He said its because I do it first. o.O;
Then, I blurt out by accident that I missed him out of nowhere.
Wrong move...I thought he was gonna laugh and make fun of me but he didn't. He stayed oddly quiet and just laughed nervously. I asked him if he missed me and he said yeah, he did. The whole conversation seemed to revolve around him (in his perspective..hmph!). He always seemed to have the comeback, "You know you love me" after everything I said. I'd reply and say, "Yeah...sure. I love you too." Note the sarcasm, apparently he didn't catch that.
So, yeah. There's a little mini story I thought I'd tell you guys. I don't know what to do really. I have a current bf but I'm having feelings for another one. Its wrong, I know but my feelings came out of nowhere. The moment I heard Robert's voice I was crushing on him again. >.<;
