I'd like to admit a few things... A long time ago, I joined this forum, just like the way I joined other forums, simply because I hoping to find TRC mp3s and pictures. I was just beginning to like TRC back then, and besides, I thought, this would be a good place to meet and hear from new people who have much to know about TRC as I do.
Today, I admit to not knowing enough about TRC or CCS, and I admit to posting so much on the miscellaneous forums rather on the anime and manga-related forums, but that doesn't mean I'm losing interest or merely raising my post count. You see, as much as my personal involvement in this forum is concerned, I feel strange that I'm still involved in anime unlike most people my age. I find it somehow strange that I talk about TRC and CCSwith my coworkers (who reply to me with raised eyebrows), or bring Mokona and Larg plushies in the office, or have pictures of Sakura on my desktop and folder (and have people ask me about her, in return), or even watch Filipino-dubbed episodes of CCS in the office.
I guess this comes with my own personal grappling with my age. But what never changed is the opportunities I get in this forum to reach out to people and share a part of myself as well. As long as I can meet new people and talk to them, as long as I am among people I can talk and relate with, and as long as I am among fans like me, even if I'm not a rabid fan, then I would want to stay on and learn from everyone in this forum.
I don't really know how to express this, but I still insist that I'm too old for anime now, much more CCS/TRC. Then again, maybe it's CCS and TRC that binds people together, as in the case of this forum, and that's what I like about this place. Just my two cent's worth.