I feel extremely sad today because it's the birthday of my grandpa, who died 3 days before my birthday, last year. I remember when I realized that, I cried. Also, I am starting to think my mom really is annoyed with me. She never answers anything I say (she acts like she can't hear it), and never smiles at me or jokes with me anymore. I would understand if she felt uncomfortable or sad today (because she visited my grandpa's grave), but lately, it's been happening a lot. Just now I cried right in front of her (sorta quietly and discreetly) because another thing, she is always making me feel worse when I ask a question, and she ignores me, and then when my younger sister asks a question, she answers quickly. And she never noticed or said anything about me crying. It showed the way I was always wiping my eyes and sniffling and tears dripping down my nose. But she never said a single thing to me. Which is why this whole day was pretty hard.