moezy-chan! I haven't really been keeping up with all the posts.
The only thing I know about love is that True love blooms when we care more about another person than we care about ourselves. Not in an obsessed kind of way but in a kind, selfless way.
As always moezy-chan, I wish you the absolute best and my advice, though it may not be the best, is to figure out your true feelings first. Just always remember that you are a wonderful, unique woman and a man should feel honored to be cared about by you. Be patient with yourself and figure out your own feelings. I know we all hope for the best for you.