today, i felt so betrayed and sad.....
i mean my friends are usually fun and silly and all, but today i hate them so much that i almost cried
and then i almost cried again when my mom asked asked me what was wrong
okay, so this was how it went.
today was the last day of school then there was a spring break
so my friends and i are whoo~~~~and yay!! and stuff.
and i was pretty feeling happy cause all of my "evil" teachers had been nice to me
we play in groups cause we're all koreans so there's like.....9 or 10 peoples
In P.E., three of my friends and i were walking into a media center because it was raining so we couldn't run today.
we were kinda late so we were running-------first of all, i have to tell you guys about my friends
number 1 friend( sorry but i can't mention their names) came from korea and was getting popular cause she was like wild and funny
number 2 friend, she also came from Korea but she doesn't really talk to me( oh yeah, she likes attentions)
and most of all, number 3 friend-she's been my friend since like 6th grade, so we were close, but really, kinda just get a person and be friends
so we were running then i slipped and fell and those big guys behind me were laughing at me
so i thought my friend would help me and run with me
but then when i saw my friend ( two of them were already gone) she was laughing with them and she was like "gosh, come on we're gonna be late!!"
so i got up past by my friend and kept walking (getting mad) but that friend didn't even pretend to notice.
when we got to media center it was really crowded and we were playing like a volleyball sitting down
so we tried to sit , my friends sat in a little space that i couldn't sit
i tried to tell them but they were already talking
at lunch, they were talking about a sleepover that i only heard once about
they were gonna have a sleepover without asking me!
so i said" i can't have a sleepover because of my parents" then one of my friend said" who asked you?"
0_0......my eyes were kinda like that
afterschool , we were walking to the front of our school,
i tried to keep up them on getting fun
so i tried one of those moves that my friend made
when i did it , she was like " stop copying me! only US can do it"
i mean i was just try to be fun!
number 3 friend is more like meaner to me ,she like me whenever she wants
then suddenly give me that cold look and says" gosh, stop being so weird" and she was the one who laugh when i fell
she ignores me whenever i friendly say hi, then goes over to one of our group and laugh and talk with them
and also she borrow a SPECIAL BOOK from me, when i didn't really wanted let her borrow it
cause that only my korean book based on my favorite drama
and i JUST bought few weeks ago.(also very expensive compared to other books)
she's not giving it back cause she DID say" oh i'll give it to you TOMORROW , i mean why do you have to be so obsessed?"with a cold look
but then there came the spring break so she said she will give it next next week
i was stressed! not because of the book, but because i TRUSTED her
and she always secretly whisper to someone else when i was right next to them and doesn't tell me
wow i wrote it long
sorry if it was too long but i made me feel better so please understand
because i really felt betrayed by friends