Ahh, the rain....it was raining almost all of last week and I hated it.
But now that it's so freaking hot out, I wish the rain was back.
Ahh, geez. Speaking of stalkers, I got a bit of a stalker on my case.
You remember Josh, right?
Well, he's been getting on my nerves quite alot lately. I noticed it alot after I went to a Christian youth convention with him and a bunch of other people from my youth group. He was such a sweet heart to me (I was sick alot of the weekend). But after that things got a tad...creepy.
Since the last time I talked about him, alot has happened. We've had several "talks" and they all resulted with him saying the exact thing over and over: Even if the feeling is mutual, he is not going to date during Highschool.
Sure. That's fine with me.
But even though he keeps saying that, he keeps giving off the signal (flirting, hand holding, etc.) that something might happen, so I make a move and he shoots me down....yet again. I was even bold enough to give him a kiss on the cheek. Still, nothing.
So, now that I've pretty much given up and am trying to just be his "friend" since all this getting shot down is doing a bad number on my self esteem, he still won't quit! No lie, he's following me everywhere! At school, he walks me to all my classes, at lunch he sits waaaaay too close to me, and even at the city bus stop he waits with me until my bus comes. He always has to sit next to me, even in CHURCH!
My goodness. It's really starting to peeve me off. Even when I'm not responding, or even when I snap at him, he doesn't get a clue. With him, the lights are on but nobody's home.
Ahhh! I have no clue what I'm going to do.
Sorry, I needed to rant. This boy is driving me CRAZY!!!