Topic: The Girl Thread (New Poll as of May 24th!) (Read 520494 times)

bLuetopaz · « **Reply #1100 on:** September 06 2005, 07:26 am »

Quote from: charme.* on September 06 2005, 07:21 am

i also love my friends.. but that's precisely the reason why i can't tell them my problems. I just think i'll cause them trouble.. so i try to avoid crying or even show i'm upset. Still, most of the times they figure out i'm having a rough time.. -- they don't ask me anything because they know i won't tell--but they stand by me and try to cheer me up (which they always do.. they are so funny *smiles*)

yeah, i love my friends too.. they have their own problems to headache over with.. and i just dont want to add to their problems. so probably its like Fye... i hide my problems under a smile..

charme.* · « **Reply #1101 on:** September 06 2005, 07:48 am »

sometimes it is better to do so.. at least that's what i think. You must try and solve your own problems.. though knowing that somebody will respect your desitions and be by you no matter what also helps

moezychan · « **Reply #1102 on:** September 06 2005, 08:51 am »

The thing about cutting yourself, or trying to kill yourself is that you really don't understand why anybody would do it, until you actually attempt it yourself. It is very lonely on the other side and it's alot like tunnel vision. I'm starting to cry now. You become very selfish, and only see the freedom of dying, and it's really hard to come back into the light, but I did it. I appreciate my life now, and I've given up killing myself; there's one thing I still hate though. I still want to die.

I won't kill myself anymore, but if somebody were to try to kill me, I probably wouldn't stop them. Some appreciation; huh. I'm still working on it. I was suicidal for 7 years and the fact that I made it, makes me feel better. Part of the reason I love college so much is that it gives me reason to live. And my students. I love them; if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be posting this now. I have a long way to go until my depression is gone, but at least, I'm still here to fight it.

Cherry-chan · « **Reply #1103 on:** September 06 2005, 08:54 am »

*hugs mozey-chan* And we'll always be here along the way to support you.

moezychan · « **Reply #1104 on:** September 06 2005, 08:57 am »

Quote from: CherryandWolfLover on September 06 2005, 08:54 am

*hugs mozey-chan* And we'll always be here along the way to support you.

Arigato Gozaimashita Cherry-chan!

Cherry-chan · « **Reply #1105 on:** September 06 2005, 09:09 am »

Aww you're welcome mozey-chan

charme.* · « **Reply #1106 on:** September 06 2005, 09:11 am »

*hughs moezy-chan* of course we are here for you! PM me whenever you need something.. i'll be glad to help ^^

moezychan · « **Reply #1107 on:** September 06 2005, 09:22 am »

Arigatou minna-san! I love this site!

Shadeslayer · « **Reply #1108 on:** September 06 2005, 01:12 pm »

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It is very lonely on the other side and it's alot like tunnel vision. I'm starting to cry now. You become very selfish, and only see the freedom of dying, and it's really hard to come back into the light, but I did it. I appreciate my life now, and I've given up killing myself; there's one thing I still hate though. I still want to die.

I won't kill myself anymore, but if somebody were to try to kill me, I probably wouldn't stop them. Some appreciation; huh. I'm still working on it. I was suicidal for 7 years and the fact that I made it, makes me feel better. Part of the reason I love college so much is that it gives me reason to live. And my students. I love them; if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be posting this now. I have a long way to go until my depression is gone, but at least, I'm still here to fight it.

Awww....Don't be sad, Moezy-chan! We'll always be there to help you and support you!

Miss Jenni-Maie · « **Reply #1109 on:** September 06 2005, 02:22 pm »

I'm here for you, too Moezy-chan! It sounds like we're pretty much going through the same thing, so I'm glad I'm not going through it alone (not that I'm happy that anyone is going through it at all!...But you get what I mean...right?).
Wow, while I was in the kitchen, I had this whole speech planned in my head, but now I can't remember a single thing about it.
Ahh, it'll come to me. But in the mean-time, I'm here for you and we all love you!

moezychan · « **Reply #1110 on:** September 06 2005, 02:43 pm »

Domo Arigatou minna-san. And I understand exactly what you meant Endoh-chan! It's comforting to know that you're not alone. Gotta love the internet. You can travel all over the world and never leave the room! And you get to meet wonderful people. And I love you all too!

Zeldi · « **Reply #1111 on:** September 06 2005, 03:45 pm »

It is very lonely on the other side and it's alot like tunnel vision. I'm starting to cry now. You become very selfish, and only see the freedom of dying, and it's really hard to come back into the light, but I did it. I appreciate my life now, and I've given up killing myself; there's one thing I still hate though. I still want to die.

I won't kill myself anymore, but if somebody were to try to kill me, I probably wouldn't stop them. Some appreciation; huh. I'm still working on it. I was suicidal for 7 years and the fact that I made it, makes me feel better. Part of the reason I love college so much is that it gives me reason to live. And my students. I love them; if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be posting this now. I have a long way to go until my depression is gone, but at least, I'm still here to fight it.

Aaaaaw... DonÂ´t be sad Mozey-Sama when you are sad then we are sad. *huggles* We are here for you. One big happy family .<3

I love you all (( Yeah you know what i mean ^_^)) When you meet soo many wonderful kind and very special ppl like you all, you never want to leave.

Moon · « **Reply #1112 on:** September 06 2005, 03:51 pm »

Uh... yeah, I'm here for ya too, moezy-chan. ^^;
I may not going though stuff like that but I'll listen ( just like anyone else here.. )

Alexiel · « **Reply #1113 on:** September 06 2005, 03:54 pm »

yeah, meeting everyone here at the forums are fun! im glad i got to meet all of you~

and don't give up moezy-chan! always look forward to a brighter future =3

moezychan · « **Reply #1114 on:** September 07 2005, 02:20 am »

I won't give up. I have too much to look forward to, and my life is finally on the right track! Like I said, I have a long way to go, but I'll make it. I didn't put in 4 years of college for nothing. I want to become a teacher, and I can't become a teacher if I'm dead, but also, knowing that you all care also helps! And as much as I appreciate your kind words, lets change the subject to a happier note. Talking about depression, or being reminded that I have depression, only makes me more depressed. So if anybody can think of something else girl related to talk about, feel free. I hate being depressed.

Miss Jenni-Maie · « **Reply #1115 on:** September 07 2005, 06:22 am »

Same here, I've had enough depression for one day.
Being an outcast at school is no fun.
Thank goodness I'm transfering! I believe my little spaz-out breakdown (crying, throwing things, etc. haha) finally got through to my mom.

Hmm...Girl related....
OH! I know! Lists! Muaaha!
What is in everybody's Purse/Backpack/Pocket?
I don't own a purse, but I have a backpack!
Let's see [peeks inside] I've got:
-My sketchbook/pens and pencils.
-My notebook
-My cellphone
-The hygiene products =P
-Lipgloss (because my lipchap ran out and I need something to keep my lips from cracking. Glossy!)
-Tsubasa volume 5 (damn, I need voume 6 grrr)
-My MP3 Player
- And safety pins! (I have no clue why, haha!)

Shadeslayer · « **Reply #1116 on:** September 07 2005, 06:25 am »

Err...Here's a list of the contents of my purse:

- My Glasses
- My Eyeliner and Lipgloss
- Extra Pads
- A Notepad
- A Pen/Pencil

Umm....yeah, I think that pretty much it....

KawaiiHana · « **Reply #1117 on:** September 07 2005, 06:26 am »

Items in my purse:

1. Cellphone
2. Pencils/pens
3. Lipgloss
4. A Twix (best candy...EVER!)
5. A picture my friend gave to me
6. A bookmark...o.O;
7. Deodorant XD (for P.E.)
AND
8. A pad...I'm STILL not off my period! And I got it last week! >_<!!

Shadeslayer · « **Reply #1118 on:** September 07 2005, 06:30 am »

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I'm STILL not off my period! And I got it last week! >_<!!

Heh. That's not very long compared to mine. One time I got it for 17 days...Now, that was just wierd.

Ruby Chan · « **Reply #1119 on:** September 07 2005, 06:31 am »

Items in my bag:

1. Mobile phone
2. Pen
3. Notepad for fanfic/RPG ideas
4. Pads
5. Purse (Gah...empty)
6. CD player

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