I tend to overreact. When I say with a vengence, it's meant as a joke. Guess it's not that funny. Sorry for the confusion. I'm guess what I mean is, I am a loner and I have trouble with people helping me, and when they do, I am constantly breathing down their neck. I'm a perfectionist.
I couldn't be in a relationship because I would expect my boyfriend to do something, because if he didn't I would be mad and call him lazy, and then when he would help me, I would get mad because I don't like people to help me. I'm very complex. I understand myself, but nobody has yet to understand me.