i just really feel like .. blahhh .. right now.
i went to a party last night and my boyfriend and i got into a big fight and it's just like i don't know whether to be sad or angry or what. ugh.
Awww, aishiteru, I hope you feel better!
Love life for my cousin really sucks. Last friday, she went to my house and went on MSN, and told her best friend (who's a guy and whom she liked for two years) that she liked him. Then she went all crazy and said she was just kidding. Then she needed a bathroom break, so I went on her account and told the guy that she wasn't kidding and he said he knew. Then later he responded and said, "I'm really sorry, but I don't like you that way, only as really good friends." my cousin was really heartbroken. Then the guy said, "Can we still go on walks alone? We haven't done that in a long time." And my cousin and I were outraged. He was leading her on. Geez. I offered to go tell her brother (who's older than her) so he can go after the guy, but my cousin said it was fine. She was happy being friends. But I could tell she was still hurt.
Then later, at her house, she started questioning his sexuality. Not that it was against him or anything just because he turned her down, but she started wondering if he was asexual or gay or something (I have nothing against it), and she said she would be hurt if he was gay, because her old boyfriend turned gay (she hasn't heard from him since June), and she would start thinking she turns guys gay. Poor her. But she got into a better mood when I tried to steal her two TRC manga just like I do every time I'm at her house.