The Girl Thread (New Poll as of May 24th!)

[D.J.P]

Alright, I thought it was a good suggestion anyway.

[moezychan]

Alright, I thought it was a good suggestion anyway.

Thank you for your concern.

[Moon]

You really do deserve a vacation, though, Moezy-chan. It would give you the chance to relax a little and not under go so much stress. It's so overwelling, isn't it? I know you really want to become a teacher and that's wonderful. It really is. I'm sure you'll make a great teacher. I just hope you'll able to have sometime to yourself eventually if not now.

[Monse-chan]

You should take care, Moezy chan!!!

Maybe you need to relax a little bit, don't be so hard on yourslef 

[moezychan]

Thank you both, but ever since I started college, I forgot what relaxation was. It's partly my fault. I want to help everybody, and not care what happens to me in the process. It's for this reason I became anemic. I give blood to the Red Cross, I don't eat enough because my father needed the food more than me, and he's a diabetic.

I have an inferiority complex. I say that I worry about human life and I try to help as many people as I possibly can, and yet I don't worry what happens to me, and I'm a human. I do this all the time, and when I finally get a vacation from college and work and everything else that's going on in my life, I work myself into a frenzy. I end up driving my whole family crazy with trying to find something to do. The last vacation I had was nearly 3 years ago when I went to the Bahamas, and I haven't had one since. I just can't afford it anymore.

[Director of Music]

0.o  Jeez Moezy.  But, I understand how you feel.  It's something to keep you going.  Your one of those people who have to be doing something, to be happy.  That's how i am.  Thats how Seto is. 
Am I right?  Or is that completly off?

[moezychan]

0.o  Jeez Moezy.  But, I understand how you feel.  It's something to keep you going.  Your one of those people who have to be doing something, to be happy.  That's how i am.  Thats how Seto is. 
Am I right?  Or is that completly off?

That's exactly it! I need to stay busy, or I don't know who I am. It's like my identity is gone! It completes me. I feel like I can do anything when I do everything possible. I was anemic for well over a month before I went to the hospital, and the doctor was surprised that I made it that long. If I was doing absolutely nothing, I wouldn't have lasted a week.

[babypigggy]

That's exactly it! I need to stay busy, or I don't know who I am. It's like my identity is gone! It completes me. I feel like I can do anything when I do everything possible. I was anemic for well over a month before I went to the hospital, and the doctor was surprised that I made it that long. If I was doing absolutely nothing, I wouldn't have lasted a week.

you seem over stressed >.<
take a rest!! go to sleeepp!!
Anemic? isn't that like you can't eat or something =\
THAT'S NOT GOOD! food is good! eat! sleep! rest...!!
your health is VERY important, more important than anything else..!!

[moezychan]

you seem over stressed >.<
take a rest!! go to sleeepp!!
Anemic? isn't that like you can't eat or something =\
THAT'S NOT GOOD! food is good! eat! sleep! rest...!!
your health is VERY important, more important than anything else..!!

I'm always overstressed. Believe it or not, but I'm actually more relaxed when I'm stressed out. I can think better.

And you've got it wrong. You're thinking anorexia, an eating disorder where you refuse to eat, and it takes a person years before they fully recover. It affects a person physically and mentally. I used to have it, and I'm still recovering. Which brings me to my next point. I got anemia from being anorexic.

Anemia is a condition that affects blood. There are 2 different types of blood cells. Red blood cells, and white blood cells. The red blood cells are stored within an area of your body called the hemoglobin. For your hemoglobin to function correctly it needs a certain blood count. A healthy number is between 12-15. My hemoglobin was at a 5.9. If it were to go any lower, I would've gone into a coma, or worse I would've died. For that reason I was hospitalized for 2 days. I now need to take pills for iron and pills for dizziness, and pills for nausea. Iron helps raise your blood count.

Because I was anorexic, I learned to refuse food and when I finally started to eat again, my body wasn't used to food so it threw the food up. Because I threw my food up, I wasn't getting the nutrients I needed and it caused me to become dizzy, and even fall down a couple times. I was like this for a little over a month before I called the doctor. It's been a week since I was in the hospital and I've been so tired and overwhelmed from all the homework I couldn't do. That's why I'm so stressed.

Also, if any of this was too confusing or hard to understand, PM me and I'll try to explain it better.

[LSD]

ok, i was anorexic once, now recovering and as u, i can't eat to much food cus i trew up. And then i have this really bad habit of smoking (jesus i cant quit), that the only thing that relax me, i'm always stressed because of my studyies, my parets are always yelling  at me to study and study and study more, and i'm not a machine, i can't concentrate and that makes me more stressed!

U have to find something else to concentrate, so u won't be thinking of your problem, like a hobbie or more anime, i don't know, read or anything while u are in the hospital, and buy some vitamins, but please don't do the same as me and try medicines that your doctor don't recomend u cus some of them are addictive and don't smoke.

[Ralea]

Don't over exert yourself moezy-chan. The human body has it's limits that's why we need to give it plenty of rest from time to time.

Also, try to talk to yor teachers and explain the situation. Maybe they could let you off the homework, and it might help to reduce the amount of work you do at home, since after all, you just came from the hospital. They'll understand.

[Miss Jenni-Maie]

And then i have this really bad habit of smoking (jesus i cant quit), that the only think that relax me,

Smoking, eh? Both my brothers and my dad smoke and it drives me CRAZY!
Although, haha, I smoke, too . . . but not cigarettes
But I'm really trying to stop! It's just . . .tough. . . it's just waaaaay too easy to access around here.

[moezychan]

Don't worry, I've never smoked. I don't like the smell of cigarettes. And as for a hobby, this is my hobby. As for animes, I found a website that is going to upload CCS, so that will take my mind off of my stress. And as for the pills, I'm one for rules, so unless my doctor says to stop taking them, I'll continue to take them.

Oh, and yeling, is spelled yelling.

[Tooya_Mizuki]

I used to smoke too in my college days, I smoked despite having chronic asthma. I quit after my asthma got worse though i'm ok now, guess my workout did wonders for my health  ..

[moezychan]

I used to smoke too in my college days, I smoked despite having chronic asthma. I quit after my asthma got worse though i'm ok now, guess my workout did wonders for my health  ..

I don't think I could ever bring myself to smoke. I would lecture the problems that come with it, but I'm not in the position to do that. After all, I ruined my body by not eating, and I'm paying the consequences now. If I hadn't given up food I wouldn't be anemic.

[Tooya_Mizuki]

I don't think I could ever bring myself to smoke. I would lecture the problems that come with it, but I'm not in the position to do that. After all, I ruined my body by not eating, and I'm paying the consequences now. If I hadn't given up food I wouldn't be anemic.

To think that I didn't eat right before, I was fat then and am I was worried about becoming overweight so I went a diet, and I overdid it too. My brother told me that its not good for my health if I keep doing what I did, so I changed my eating habit, I learned to eat the right amount of food, not too much but not too less either.

[moezychan]

To think that I didn't eat right before, I was fat then and am I was worried about becoming overweight so I went a diet, and I overdid it too. My brother told me that its not good for my health if I keep doing what I did, so I changed my eating habit, I learned to eat the right amount of food, not too much but not too less either.

I did that too. I remember when I was about 18 years old, before I started college, I had a job as a busperson cleaning tables. I went early to work and ordered my dinner and I was going into the breakroom when one of my coworkers saw me bringing the food back. At this time I had lost 30 pounds (250 pounds to 220 pounds) and went from a size 18 to a 14, so I though I was doing very well with my diet, when the coworker told me, "Maureen, there are some people who eat to live; you live to eat."

It really hurt my feelings, so I started to starve myself after that. I went from a 14 to a 12, and 2 years later I went from a 12 down to an 8. I'm still at a size 8 and I weigh 174 pounds, but I wasn't satisfied. I didn't want to lose anymore inches, but I didn't want to go back to where I was. If I gain 10 pounds, I take it as gaining 100 pounds.

I'm starting to learn how to eat again, but I don't like it. I'm not used to it.

[Tooya_Mizuki]

I did that too. I remember when I was about 18 years old, before I started college, I had a job as a busperson cleaning tables. I went early to work and ordered my dinner and I was going into the breakroom when one of my coworkers saw me bringing the food back. At this time I had lost 30 pounds (250 pounds to 220 pounds) and went from a size 18 to a 14, so I though I was doing very well with my diet, when the coworker told me, "Maureen, there are some people who eat to live; you live to eat."

It really hurt my feelings, so I started to starve myself after that. I went from a 14 to a 12, and 2 years later I went from a 12 down to an 8. I'm still at a size 8 and I weigh 174 pounds, but I wasn't satisfied. I didn't want to lose anymore inches, but I didn't want to go back to where I was. If I gain 10 pounds, I take it as gaining 100 pounds.

I'm starting to learn how to eat again, but I don't like it. I'm not used to it.

I had trouble eating again too, I get bored everytime I eat and lose my appetite but I did try my best and now, i'm eating quite normal again, specially if its my favorite dish  .

[moezychan]

I had trouble eating again too, I get bored everytime I eat and lose my appetite but I did try my best and now, i'm eating quite normal again, specially if its my favorite dish  .

Same here. My parents would constantly tell me to eat, and I wouldn't because I would end up throwing the food up. They thought I was bulimic, but I wasn't. I tried to fight it, but I couldn't stop throwing up. Turns out, they did an endoscopy that looked inside my body, and found a reflex action in my stomach. My stomach couldn't keep the food, because it wasn't used to the food, so it took it as a foreign object, like a virus and removed the food. I'm getting better at eating though, and I have pills for nausea. It's been almost 2 weeks since I threw up!

[Tooya_Mizuki]

Same here. My parents would constantly tell me to eat, and I wouldn't because I would end up throwing the food up. They thought I was bulimic, but I wasn't. I tried to fight it, but I couldn't stop throwing up. Turns out, they did an endoscopy that looked inside my body, and found a reflex action in my stomach. My stomach couldn't keep the food, because it wasn't used to the food, so it took it as a foreign object, like a virus and removed the food. I'm getting better at eating though, and I have pills for nausea. It's been almost 2 weeks since I threw up!

I see, its good that you're recovering  , i'll be praying then that you'll make a full recovery soon  .