Have you ever wanted to turn back time? Hehe..what a dumb question, I'm sure you all have at least sometime in your life. That feeling is turning in my gut, so that I could turn back time and never met my first crush. Honestly, it was a complete waste. Most first crushes are usually, unless the guy/girl gets lucky. I've probably mentioned my first crush here more then I should've.. but hey.. I'm not attending school yet. I need to get my license before I can. I'll probably be going to community college in the Spring. I just hope my friends are still there when I go.
Anyway, as I was saying.. I've wondered what it would've been like if I hadn't introudced myself to him like I did. I'd probably still be pinning after him ( example: watching him if I ever pasted the guy during pasting time, talking about how I like him with friends, blah blah blah.. )
Because I'm such a freakin' nice person, I actually let both his girlfriend and him come over to my house ( along with two other people ) and play video games!! How crazy am I?.. 'course.. that was after graduation..still.. it's just seems werid to me now.
Enough about that. I could write a novel about the whole situation about him in order for you all to understand everything. On a brighter note, I went to a christmas party last night ( well, more of a christmas party for my dad's work.. ) and had a gift exchange. I got a new CD player. =3
Then, after that, we watched Chronicles of Narnia. Such a good movie! OMG. Go see it! It's worth it, even if you haven't read the books.
Wow. What a long posts. I apologizes for the repeated-ness.. I'm hoping to like someone new once I start college. >>;