Sugoi da te ne! Never knew so many people cared about me! Arigatou minna-san. Anata wa-tachi sugoi ne! And after thinking it over and analyzing the situation, I figured out why I got so depressed. I had only seen Ryan once before this semester, on the first day of school, and it is apparent that I missed him. Remember, I don't have any classes with him this semester which seriously don't help.
Well, seeing him made me very happy, and to top it off, it was Valentine's Day. When I saw him, I was thrilled! It seemed too good to be true that I hadn't seen my crush in a whole month, and then I see him on the holiday that celebrates love! It was like fate for me. At first I was nervous and I started to blush. Just think of Syaoran. We're seriously too much alike; except that I'm a girl. Â
Well, as nervous as I was, I remembered that Endoh-chan too the inititive to tell Josh, and that gave me the courage to approach him. I called his name, but he didn't hear me. I called again and he saw me, smiled, and then went back to talking to his friends; a group of girls. Â
Apparently I was pretty jealous and frustrated. Deciding that I didn't want to make a fool of myself, I left. That pretty much leads up to now.
But even though I was pretty depressed, you all cheered me up tremendously! I really appreciate it minna! Minna-san sugoi ne!