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Re: //[TRC] - Secrets Behind Cracked Smiles
« Reply #80 on: August 01 2005, 07:57 am »
"I won't let you..."

Kurogane's words tore at his heart..........hot tears ran down his face, as he breathed in the ninja's scent, and he abruptly wiped them away.
I have to be strong for you......Kurogane....
Perhaps to save you this time...........


"I can't see him hurt you, Kuro-mu.....I can't......I can't......" Fai repeated over and over, resting his blonde head against Kurogane's chest and holding onto the ninja tight.

Fai's body suddenly went stiff and his heart turned cold.......
From behind him came the echoing sound of footsteps............
I Own You, Fai...
I Own Your Soul...........
You Belong To Me..............


He clenched Kurogane tightly, then his slender hands went limp as he let go, forcing himself to lift his head and turn to the hall, where the sound of the heavy footsteps echoed.
 Like worlds falling down upon my soul........
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« Reply #81 on: August 01 2005, 11:53 am »
So... they had come to the castle. Like a magnet, drawn back to me over and over. You can't escape.

I Own You, Fai...

You don't know it, Fai, but the power I hold over you is stronger than any magic, than any seal you can conjure. Stronger than the distance of a hundred dimensions.

I Own Your Soul...........

The pillar fell away as Ashura turned the corner and there he was. The lithe, blond man stood facing him once again, those hollow blue orbs meeting his own narrowed eyes. Those eyes, the last thing he remembered seeing before being sealed shut in that damned water. He could see those eyes now pooled with fear. Fear of him. You always were pathetic, Fai. No backbone at all.

There was another man with him, dressed all in black. Ashura did not recognize this man. He despised this man's presence immediately, and the cold glare he sent him said exactly that.

Ashura's attention was on the trembling wizard, however. His heavy embroidered robes fell about him regally as he stepped forward. "I knew you would return... Fai." An exultant smile twisted his lips. "You can't stay away."

You Belong To Me.

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« Reply #82 on: August 01 2005, 12:58 pm »
Inside, Fai felt completely still, as if frozen inside a dream, but his body began to shake uncontrollably as the footsteps grew closer......every echo crashing through his heart until he felt he could no longer stand.

Instinctively, he stepped away from Kurogane and took one step forward, as if to protect the ninja from even the sight of the approaching King.

And then, He was there.
Ashura..........
The powerful King once again stood before him, long dark hair surrounding his broad, straight shoulders, dark eyes shining with pure hate at Kurogane, and then turning to rest on Fai with an amused rage.

As Fai looked into Ashura's dark eyes......as he had so many months before...he felt a shiver...a merging....as the past and present became one.
The years serving Ashura, bowing down to Ashura, and then betraying him in one quick, unexpected raise of his staff.

"I knew you would return... Fai."
 "You can't stay away."


A soft moan escaped Fai, and he nearly dropped to his knees before the wakened King, out of years of forced practice.
Fai cast a quick, careful look to Kurogane, hoping the man hadn't noticed.
See........this is what he brings me to.....and you have no idea how deep my total submission runs........

This man had owned him....in mind and body....and was perhaps powerful enough to take him again.

I'll do anything to protect you from him.....Kurogane...
And unable to speak, he took a step toward the King......

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« Reply #83 on: August 01 2005, 03:24 pm »
The sight of the smaller man being drawn so helplessly toward him was nearly satisfying enough to supress his rage for the moment. Fai, Fai... when will you learn that you can't live without me? I made you what you are, Fai. The creation cannot turn against its master.

Thoughts of his dark, cold prison returned to him, and Ashura's anger boiled to the surface again. He lifted the staff in his hand - an intricately carved magical staff so similar to the one now obviously missing from the blonde wizard's hand - and hooked the tip of it under the blonde's chin, tilting it upwards so the blue eyes could not avoid his gaze.

"You betrayed me, Fai." The King's voice seethed with calm rage. "You betrayed your King." His eyes narrowed, sensing something else. "...And sold your markings."

The staff pressed dangerously against the wizard's throat. "Tell me why I shouldn't kill you now."

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« Reply #84 on: August 01 2005, 06:36 pm »
You betrayed me, Fai."
 "You betrayed your King."
 "...And sold your markings."


Fai's eyes opened wide with surprise.....my markings....how could he.....
but of course he would know......for Ashura was the one who gave him those marking himself.....that night......


As the deadly cold tip of Ashura's staff commanded Fai to look into his dark, rage filled eyes, the wizard found he could not answer the question demanded to him. For he could think of no reason why Ashura shouldn't kill him......why he should be allowed to live.......
And he felt he would gladly impale himself upon Ashura's deadly staff if only to escape this world.........if he didn't have another to protect.....
Another........
Kurogane...........


Fai silently willed the ninja not to speak, not to interfere, for one step toward him, or the smallest move to defend him......and Ashura would know..........

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« Reply #85 on: August 02 2005, 04:14 am »
Kurogane watched in silent confusion as Fai stepped towards the king, not happy about it, but willing to see what the blonde wizard was planning. But as Ashura pressed his staff into Fai's throat and began to murmur about killing him, Kurogane couldn't help the feelings of protectiveness and rage that began to bubble up inside of him.

He snapped.

"Don't you dare hurt him! If you even put a scratch on him, I'll kill you, curse or no curse!" He roared angrily. His left arm reached out and yanked Fai back from the king and into his own arms, whilst his right drew Souhi from its scabbard and aimed it menacingly at Ashura.

I won't let you take away something so dear to me...I'll protect Fai...no matter the cost to me.


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« Reply #86 on: August 02 2005, 06:06 am »
As Fai stood before the King, wide eyes locked onto Ashura's cold, cruel gaze, he was shocked to hear Kurogane's voice growl behind him,
"Don't you dare hurt him! If you even put a scratch on him, I'll kill you, curse or no curse!"
and then he was pulled roughly back, breaking the connection of Ashura's deadly staff against his neck, and into the arms of the ninja.

Fai was torn between the shocked realization that someone had, for the first time, interfered with Ashura's manipulation of him, and the cold terror of what he knew would surely come. The blonde's eyes turned slowly back to the King, afraid to witness the reaction on Ashura's face at his disobedience.

I Own You, Fai...
I Own Your Soul.........
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« Reply #87 on: August 02 2005, 12:05 pm »
Ashura's grip tightened around the staff, his growing anger urging him to kill the thin man in front of him, to show no mercy at all. This man who had taken all he had given and then betrayed him...

Suddenly Fai was pulled away from him, and the dark man had stepped in his place, spouting threatening words and wielding his sword. A scowl marred the King's deadly calm face at this interruption. Seeing this unwanted man's hand close protectively around his Fai's arm sent a shock of rage and jealousy through the dark King's body.

He turned the staff on Kurogane, who now held the tip of his sword at him threateningly. Ashura's eyes burned coldly into the ninja, flashing a for moment with blue-white magic that threatened to break loose.

"Take this man away!" he ordered the two guards that stood behind him, and the two men stepped toward the black ninja to obey.

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« Reply #88 on: August 02 2005, 02:21 pm »
Fai watched, unable to draw breath, as Ashura turned his cold gaze on Kurogane.
The King's eyes saw the protective grip the ninja held on the blonde mage, and Fai watched in fear, as his eyes went from anger to a jealous rage.
You betrayed me, Fai.....
I own you, Fai....


As Ashura's staff was turned towards Kurogane, Fai felt certain it was over.
All we could have had.......
Thought for certain Ashura would kill the ninja without hesitation, and instinctively.....uncontrollably, Fai cried out, "NO!" Moving forward to put himself between the two men.
I won't let him hurt you, Kurogane.......can't let him.........

Then Ashura had called for his guards, and Fai held a faint glimmer of hope in his aching heart, for Kurogane was strong, and perhaps away from Ashura, could overtake the guards and find Syaoran and Sakura, and leave this world.
And me.............

Fai however, knew what awaited him......
And as he watched the guards obey their King, and move to take Kurogane away, he felt a sorrow like no other, fully believing he would never set eyes on the ninja again.......fully believing any kind of happiness was forever lost to him. He bent over slightly with the pain of his soul ripping away..............and thinking of the future that was to come. He knew Ashura wouldn't just kill him.......would never grant him that type of release....for the King was far too cruel for something as simple such as that...................

You belong to me............

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« Reply #89 on: August 02 2005, 08:01 pm »
"What the...?" Kurogane cursed as more and more guards began to appear, far too many for even a ninja of his standard to fight off. Not willing to give up, he gave a roar of denial and struck out with his sword....only to feel an invisible force hold it steady. Glancing up at Ashura, he swore as he saw the look of dark satisfaction on the king's face.

Even as he was overwhelmed and dragged away, Kurogane fought back, struggling to get away. No...I have to protect him! I don't know what power Ashura has over him, but I promised that I'd protect him! No!

"Hold on, Fai! I'll come back for you! No prison can hold Kurogane for long, and when I get out, I'll kill that creep if he even lays one hand on you! And don't you even go hoping that I'll just get out of this world without you - either you come with me, or I stay!"

Seeing Ashura put a hand on Fai's shoulder possessively, Kurogane growled, and fought harder, even as he was dragged around the corner and out of sight. Frustration reaching explosion point, he was unable to stop from bellowing out, loud enough for the king to hear him.

"I mean it! You lay one finger on my boyfriend, and I will kill you!"

And if I die in the process....then so be it.
If I die before I can kill you....then I'll haunt you to your grave.
Nothing you do to me matters anymore. I've sworn to protect Fai with my life....and so I shall


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« Reply #90 on: August 02 2005, 08:16 pm »
As more guards appeared and moved to take Kurogane, Fai again cried out............"NO............no..........."
Hot tears of grief, rage and fear ran down his face as they grabbed Kurogane's arms, dragging him away. He still has a chance.......perhaps.....

But as Fai watched him disappear around the corner still yelling out to him, he felt such a desolate loneliness, utter emptiness and rage......rage at the man who could do this to him........and with Kurogane's words still echoing in his ears and heart, Fai turned and lunged at the King, wrapping his slender fingers around his neck.
I won't let you hurt him......
Feeling himself suddenly, painfully, flung down against the hard stone floor......Fai only felt relief as his world went black around him................
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« Reply #91 on: August 03 2005, 08:00 am »
Kurogane-san, Fai-san! Syaoran watched silently behind a large statue. The king hasn't found him nor Sakura and Mokona yet, but he could tell the king knew he was there.
His eyes widened as he saw Kurogane get dragged away, shouting out his last words. I mean it! You lay one finger on my boyfriend, and I will kill you!

b-boyfriend?

He suppressed a cough, returning his gaze at the unnerving king. The king..
Watching the wizard hurl across the room, he cried out.  "Fai-san!"

He stood, frozen, his brown eyes staring straight into the king's.

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« Reply #92 on: August 03 2005, 09:02 am »
"I mean it! You lay one finger on my boyfriend, and I will kill you!"

If Ashura had had any doubt of the nature of their relationship, the dark-haired man had just confirmed everything. So... you not only betrayed me, Fai... you shamelessly sold away your heart. A heart that belongs to me. He felt his anger simmering into a slow, boiling rage, burning his mind. As the guards dragged away the struggling ninja, Ashura felt something he hadn't expected - Fai had thrown himself against him, grasping at his neck... rebelling against his control.

In a sudden movement, he swung his arm, striking the thin blonde hard across the face with the back of his hand, watching unflinchingly as the wizard hit the ground and then lay motionless.

Fai-san! Ashura met another pair of eyes, one that had been hiding behind the pillar all this time. Frightened but determined brown eyes stared back at him. He almost laughed at what he saw. Children? You come after me with children, Fai? He didn't want to deal with these nuisances right now - he had no interest in them. At the moment, there was one man his anger was focused on. He turned to the door. "Kill him," he bellowed at the guards who held Kurogane.

Then, regaining some control, he paused. "Wait." The guards hesitated, waiting for orders. He saw the glimmer of hope that rose in the brown-haired boy's eyes, and a satisfied expression came over the King's face. "He will be executed in the morning," Ashura spoke coldly. The guards moved to drag the ninja to the dungeons. Fai would watch his lover die painfully, and then he would learn the price of betrayal.

He ordered the guards to carry the limp form to his bedroom. Pausing at the door, as if suddenly remembering Syaoran's existance, Ashura looked down at him with disdain. "I would run away, boy, if you know what's good for you." And with a swish of his robes, Ashura disappeared down the halls.

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« Reply #93 on: August 03 2005, 11:37 am »
A low moan escaped the wizard's pale lips as he slowly began to regain consciousness. He moved his head tentively, the pain flashing....then almost forgotten completely as Fai felt the distinctive pattern of the woven bedspread beneath his body.........beneath his fingertips.
Remembering.........
As he sensed Ashura's presence, everywhere.....invading him... he found himself unable to draw a breath, unable to stop his blue eyes from opening, forcing his mind to believe where he was.......forcing his soul to accept his fate...

Fai looked up from where he lay, now painfully conscious, and was greeted by the deadly, cold eyes of Ashura, who hovered dangerously over him like a snake ready to strike.

I own you, Fai.....
You belong to me........


The wizard tried to back up, away from the King, clumsily pushing himself into a sitting position, back pressing hard against the elaborately carved wooden headboard of the King's bed.

It was then that he noticed with a slow, creeping horror, that he now wore the clothing of the Kingdom.....the very robes that he had worn while serving under Ashura-ou so long ago, emblazoned with the crest of his land...... and as his past once again came to wind it's evil grip around his heart, Fai knew there would be no escape.............

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« Reply #94 on: August 04 2005, 07:58 am »
Syaoran slipped silently down the hall, after the king. I can''t run..I have to help Kurogane-san and Fai-san!
He watched the limp form of Fai and the king enter a large room. He quickly hid behind the door, scarcely breathing. Leaning against the wall,  the boy listening closely to the opposite side.

Hearing nothing but moans, a feeling of horror struck him. I've got to find Kurogane-san!
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« Reply #95 on: August 04 2005, 09:16 pm »
Down in the dungeons, Kurogane grunted in frustration as he threw his weight across the room once more...only to be stopped yet again by the strong chains that held him. Turning angrily, he tugged furiously at the chains that held him so close to the wall, but was forced to give up as he realised that all he was doing was tiring himself out.

And a ninja knew that exhausting yourself was no way to win a battle.

Fai.....Kurogane looked up at the stone ceiling, ignoring the spider that was steadily dropping down to visit it's new lodger. Where was Fai? What had Ashura done to him?

As he'd been dragged away, he'd heard a commotion behind him....from listening to the guards' gossip, he'd quickly realised that Fai had tried to attack Ashura. But he had bean beaten too.

I promised to protect you, Fai.....but all I did was end up captured. And they're going to kill me tomorrow, Fai....in front of you. Do you even know that? Do you know that Ashura is going to execute me in front of you to break down the little spirit that you've managed to recover?

Fai......I'm so sorry....I failed you.....


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« Reply #96 on: August 05 2005, 07:33 am »
Syaoran lurked around the castle; unseen from the servants and guards.
Slipping into the dungeons; he found Kurogane bound up in chains inside a room. He looked around; there were no guards..only an old man snoring in a chair..
He peered through the door, trying to grab the enraged ninja's attention. "Kurogane-san! Kurogane-san!"

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« Reply #97 on: August 05 2005, 07:44 am »
Kurogane raised his head at the sound of Syaoran's voice, staring up at the kid with despondent red eyes.

"Kid? Is that you?" He called hoarsely. At Syaoran's silent nod, Kurogane snorted and looked down, clenching his fists tightly.

"I failed him, kid. Ashura caught Fai because I failed him.......save yourself and the hime, Syaoran, or try and rescue Fai. Just leave me here to rot." He whispered brokenly.

He knew that as a ninja he wasn't meant to be like this...but inside something had broken when he heard the guards laughing about Ashura getting his old 'pet' back.


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« Reply #98 on: August 05 2005, 07:49 am »
Fai......I'm so sorry....I failed you.....

Chii sudenlly heard a voice. She opened her eyes and looked around the dark damp cell. She then saw a figure talking to another person. People!! she thought. She tried to escape from her chains, but like so many other times she tried she couldn't. "Hello.is anybody there?" she called out. Hoping and waiting for a response.


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« Reply #99 on: August 05 2005, 07:59 am »
I failed him, kid. Ashura caught Fai because I failed him.......save yourself and the hime, Syaoran, or try and rescue Fai. Just leave me here to rot

He shook his head quickly. "No, I want to help you.." he paused, then added quickly. "I'm sure..Fai-san would want you to save him."He looked at the bolted door, then at the snoring man. Keys..keys..

Sneaking up behind the man, he quickly grabbed the keys. "Kurogane-san!" He threw the keys into the ninja's room.
Suddenly, a coughing spell took hold of him. He crumpled onto the floor coughing.  Not now...
He gasped, looking up. The man was awake, glaring down at him.